October 11th, 2008 (07:35 pm)
current location:
THE GREEN COUCH OF DOOM
current mood: horny
current song: PINK: SO WHAT
Sorry its been so long. The summer was hell. NECCI is brutual in the summer its like hell, in fact its the 7th level of hell. On the plus side I met a new guy named Tom. He super awesome into the same things as me and I pretty sure he still doesnt understand I dont like penis.
I am glad to be back at my school with my teachers and my kids. I am 23 and I just feel like I am coming into my own. If only Sarah wasnt so far away.
My goal this year, make more Lesbian friends. Its not right to be the only gay person in my gay people. Ever since Harmik moved to LA and Nick is in AZ. I feel alone in my gay world. We go out and sometimes the parties are just to straight for me. I have to find a spot to hide, ussually where my brother finds me and teases me about my need to homosexuality.
Life is alright, I am managing, the OCD is still killing me, but I know itd get better if I could get that gastric bypass. Maybe I wouldnt need to use 18 bottles of powder and six bottles of lysol a week.
We'll hope everyone is well.
Oh and Helen! If your reading this THANKS FOR TURNING ME ON TO DEXTER YOU ROCK MY RAINBOW SOCKS. ITS THE BEST SHOW EVER.
OHHHH yeah and one more thing, Sarah bought me a new toy and its alright not as power as my monster but because it from her it def makes the orgasms better. And she sent me chocolate body paint. *sigh* wish she was here to use it.